dear blog,
i think you feel neglected.
heck, you HAVE BEEN neglected. by me, horrible irresponsible me. sigh.

Winter Solstice.
Xmas day came and went. in a few days it'll be 2004.
waitressing. book-selling. a few bucks earned. hmm.
2004. is it time again to make resolutions i never keep? well...

i still have a couple of kino 20% coupons...

been smelling like grease the past few days.
waitressing! can you imagine that. *eeew*
quite fun tho. haha. something new.

ROTK!!!
*drool*

how many times shall i watch it?

A Solitude within a Solitude

The irresponsive silence of the land,
The irresponsive sounding of the sea,
Speak both one message of one sense to me: --
Aloof, aloof, we stand aloof, so stand
Thou too aloof, bound with the flawless bond
Of inner solitude; we bind not thee;
But who from thy self-chain shall set thee free?
What heart shall touch thy heart? What hand thy hand?
And I am sometimes proud and sometimes meek,
And sometimes I remember days of old
When fellowship seem'd not so far to seek,
And all the world and I seem'd much less cold,
And at the rainbow's foot lay surely gold,
And hope felt strong, and life itself not weak.

-Christina Rossetti

possibly my favourite poem at the moment.

a week.
a concert.
some exam results.
a few deliriously happy days...

i supposed i am disgusted by the B i got for Organic Chem. yeech.

the concert. well i must say it was a rather novel experience to be playing to a hall that was less than half full.
i love Cloudburst.

the end of the year is nearing and familiar constellations are visible once again..

i hate the dial tone.

Décembre.
a quiet quiet house (comparatively) for 12 days. gee.
but i think about the looking and poking and shopping i'm missing out and it makes me just a *bit* sad.

awww... if only i have loads and loads and loads of MONEY... ...
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