feed the rabbit

i'm hungry hungry hungry. not to mention cold. feel like an almost-frozen rabbit today. (think wet-nosed). hmm. sigh will go look for munchies once i'm done with this. and the email i'm typing (with 3000 distractions). ack. hmmm i'm too hungry to blog about Colin's bday party. maybe tomorrow. just want to say i hope i haven't awakened the kitchen-loving soul in me. probably not. yet. but i don't suppose it'll become an obsession. haha. but it was fun fun party. hahaha. please refer to ender's blog for more details and visuals. =)

in other news, i wish K-Box had a better repertoire of japanese songs. sigh.
Happy 21st, Aminah! (you're old-er hahahahaha)



You are purple. What a romantic person you are.
You're sentimental and forward-looking (those
are opposites.). You're a sophisticated and
refined--with a refined taste for chocolates and
wine (yum...). Tempermental and moody, you let
people know when you're angry. But other
times, you just sit and sulk. Alone. When
around people, you're a generous person, with
insatiable needs. You're a starving artist,
basically. You're enjoy getting into debates
over politics and religion with people of the
same intelligence of you. But you know they
can never convince you otherwise, you stubborn
person, you. As a unique person you are (not
to mention just a tad bit eccentric...), you're
well-liked by either a few people, or too many
people...


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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purple?! diao... but i don't drink.

ELISA

one hour's worth of waiting while (hopefully) rabbit anti-GST binds to GST (glutathione S-transferase).
i like pipettes.

La Solitudine

marco se n'è andato e non ritorna più
e il treno delle 7:30 senza lui
è un cuore di metallo senza l'animan
el freddo del mattino grigio di città
a scuola il banco è vuoto, marco è dentro me
è dolce il suo respiro fra i pensiere miei
distanze enormi sembrano dividerci
ma il cuore batte forte dentro me

chissà se tu mi penserai
se con i tuoi non parli mai
se ti nascondi come me
sfuggi gli sguardi e te ne stai
rinchiuso in camera e non vuoi mangiare
stringi forte a te il cuscino
piangi e non lo sai
quanto altro male ti farà
la solitudine

marco nel mio diario ho una fotografia
hai gli occhi di bambino un poco timido
la stringo forte al cuore e sento che ci sei
fra i compiti d'inglese e matematica
tuo padre e i suoi consigli che monotonia
lui con el suo lavoro ti ha portato via
di certo il tuo parere non l'ha chiesto mai
ha detto "un giorno tu mi capirai"

chissà se tu mi penserai
se con gli amici parlerai
per non soffrire più per me
ma non è facile lo sai
a scuola non ne posso più
e i pomeriggi senza te
studiare è inutile tutte le idee si affollano su te

non è possibile dividere la vita di noi due
ti prego aspettami amore mio...ma illuderti non so!
la solitudine fra noi
questo silenzio dentro me
è l'inquietudine di vivere la vita senza te
ti prego aspettami perché
non posso stare senza te
non è possibile dividere
la storia di noi due

la solitudine

probability density

as it happened, by some twist of fate, rehearsal yesterday evening was cancelled, and, by another such twist, i had a ticket to the Tiger Cup Final. and so i went. my first-ever very-live footie match. it was altogether a rather amusing event, i must say. didn't know yellow cards (or red ones for that matter) could look so tiny. DUH. going with the rise and ebb of voices as the crowd cheered and booed was a somewhat therapeutic thing to do. cos it's silly. and funny. and then there was spiderman, but that's another story. Singapore wasn't in danger of losing the cup, thanks to some spectacular saves by the goalie. he's cool. funky. noticed the Indonesians were better at passing. haha. kinda expected more Indonesian fans, though. there were so many people wearing red at the stadium we looked like one gigantic pacman with the poor Indonesians wedged in forlornly to make the missing piece. hmm. so now i have a roar roar shirt (by yet another twist of fate). yay. so happening. haha. well. there were other twists of fate that happened as we fought our way through the crimson tide of people, but these do not warrant elaboration. so there. i'm beginning to think fate's a pretty twisted thing.. ah well. thanks dear, for the bday present, and for the company. a nice 35th.

guess what? i didn't have any nightmares last night! woohoo! yay. or if i did i didn't remember them. shrug. cause for celebration? lala.

time to seek a cure for my ongoing vulnerability/depression.

next target: the icosahedron.

verbal diarrhoea

the first week of school was eventful. perhaps more so than any other week will be. hmm. met up with people i haven't seen in a long time, had my blog invaded (see entry before last), ate lots, sent Gitta off at the airport (tried not to feel too jealous at the same time =p), etc etc.. this week hasn't become too boring yet... but the homework has started. lumps of it. hmph. i have to read this evil article entitled Complementary Molecular Shapes and Additivity of the Packing Parameter of Lipids. it's full of tiny tiny words. mwehhh...

actually i'm quite pleased with the way today is going... other than the fact that certain involuntary muscle contractions are making life (in general) miserable... today's quite sunny, which it hasn't been for weeks. and i slept quite well last night, in that i didn't wake up suddenly wondering whether the unpleasant dream i just had was real. yesterday was a normal sort of school day, one of those that seem to drag on and on. went home after school. spent half an hour in the loo. bathed, ate dinner. then scooted off for a secret rendezvous. right. since it's a secret rendezvous i shall not say anything else about it. hmmm. but all in all it went rather well, discounting the incident involving certain.... bagues. well. but that didn't really matter. somehow i always end up blabbering about things. shoot me if you think i talk too much. hmph.

i'm reading again. took a detour to the library on monday... borrowed 2 books. City of the Beasts by Isabel Allende and some thick collection by Pablo Neruda entitled Passions and Impressions. the latter i found in the non-fiction section. the former i finished in one sitting. the tone of City of the Beasts was surprisingly child-like, as if written for young readers. nice nice. the Neruda made me happy, with all the nice and flowing prose. yay. words well-written can be rather uplifting. hm. boing.

i'm hungry.

jx the brat:
i want to go to the art museum. hmmm i have until feb 20 before the exhibition(s) end. bleah. i want money. many many money. mwahahahaha... no, actually i'm very sad that i don't have enough money for all my evil plans. mwehhhhhh... well. time to convince myself that having less time for what i want to do is ok and look for work. hmph. i want to watch Tiger Cup finals live at the stadium. i never watch live footiebola before. but i have rehearsal that evening. waah. i also want to eat ice-cream. and soupe. wants.

i have a sudden urge to pick up modular origami again, thanks to virology lectures.

clandestine gaming

i resolve to like the idea of mugging, and thus be more hardworking.

I have taken over

MUAHAHHAHA
=P

(the yam, the pea and the wombat)

squelch

hmm i've been too lazy to blog these days. dunno. just feel like doing... nothing at all. the other reason is that when i get the chance to go online (fast cxn) i play MapleStory. ha.

back in school. just had my first lecture (biophysics). another to come in half an hour (virology). hmph. school has internet all day long, one of the reasons why i'm willing to travel so far. bleh. i hope lessons are funner this semester. haha. i should pay more attention in class. convince myself that the lecturers are interesting when they're not. hahaha. well we shall see about that.

when i finally stop procrastinating, i shall... paint the ceiling of my room. sigh. only after i paint the ceiling will i feel it's safe enough for me to put up the HIDE poster i bought the other day from far east. stupid sentence. full of clumsiness. argh. but i just want to stuff all those words into a single sentence. so sue me. shrug.

i want to visit a trillion places. dah.

my cousins ("from australia") are super cute! hmm i'm going to miss them when they go back on the 6th.... hmmm..... Gitta leaves for France on the 6th too. hmph. ah well, will miss them.

have to go for lecture now.