when will people stop treating me like i'm stupid.
not a day goes by without me being insulted.
when will people stop treating me like i'm stupid. when will they stop seeing me as this creature with a handicapped personality. shall i spell it out for you, you idiots. i'm actually capable of emotion. surprise surprise. i'm not stupid. i'm not deaf, not dumb, not ugly. i'm as much of a person as you are, and much more. sheesh.
am i very scary?
are you people so used to me being colourless that when i speak you get the shock of your lives and you see it necessary to put me in my "rightful place"? by sending me emails that insult my intelligence and integrity, no less. seems like i can't even joke around you. now, isn't that cause for sadness? enough is enough.
is real friendship impossible? ha. same-gender friendships = rivalry? opposite-gender friendships = there is no such thing? i am so disgusted. to think i was happy at the way that day turned out. how silly i must have been. laugh at me, LOR.
i am so frustrated i can cry. not like it matters.
why is it ok to insult me? probably because it's me. unimportant. nvm.
after so many years i'm still frustrated by these things. silly. but i can't help being angry at this whole whachamacallit. i should kill my individuality and remember that when i speak to a guy it means i'm trying to woo him. *screams in frustration*
i should just give up.
anyway i'll be away for the next 10 days or so. in china for the most part. i hope i freeze and die.