of fruitflies and vampires

the very first time NTU starts the school term at the same time as NUS i don't have lessons anymore.

when are the results coming out... i want to know what i failed.

today i learnt how to identify virgin flies. i'm not very good at it though. sigh. don't think i'll ever finish reading my ever-increasing stack of paper. lalala~ think i need more sleep cos my brain is not working fast enough in lab.
TLL is a nice place =]

i want pet plasmodium! can feed them blood. [imagine "eating" something that's bigger than you are hahaha] so cool. wantssssss. pah.

...
now where shall i put my poster of Gackt
[from lynette-po(R)n =P] ...

jh dun get carried away it's time to stop making rain ok?

=]

jx is in a rather grinny mood now...
for weird reasons. bleah.
本物ですか。
lalala~

fruitflies are so cute...
even at 10x magnification. yup.
saw some with curly wings, some with red eyes, some with white eyes [really cool], some with orange eyes.. learnt to tell the males and females apart. read up on P-element, GAL4-UAS and balancer chromosomes.. haha..
tossed flies.. prepared love nests for them.. pssssst then with carbon dioxide and poked them under microscope.. haha..
but i didn't get to see them torture rat to get blood/serum..

what will tomorrow bring?
not more rain, i hope.

blogger beta

as usual i'm slower than everyone else when it comes to things like this.
guess it's inevitable that i get left behind eventually. in everything i do. shrug.
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no matter what choices i make, better things will keep appearing later, which makes it seem like i'm always being shortchanged. left behind. is that life? ...i doubt it though. maybe it's just My life that's like this. shrug. am i not interested in keeping up with every single thing happening in the world? am i naive enough to believe that i can live successfully without caring about these things. current affairs, tech news, entertainment. whatever. nonsensical thoughts. perhaps i should keep myself updated on these things so as not to end up feeling stupid whenever people talk about them. shrug. am i not interested in milking every drop of merit out of opportunities? am i not interested in boot-licking. am i not interested in getting into people's good books. woe betide me, then. maybe it just means i'm too lousy to be any part of this exclusive game.
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why are people such barbarians on the trains. i may never see the point of behaving like vultures on public transport. it's rather irritating though. especially when people teach their kids to behave badly like them. and when they get in my way. totally irritating. but it seems to be a national culture. perhaps things like these are inherited genetically. which makes me a mutant indeed.
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despite shopping centre gigs, despite part of the bathroom ceiling crashing down one night, despite good days and weeks, life is still so boring. maybe it's about to get boringer.
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how to be cool like that?

someone

just kill me

since

i'm not any better than what i despise

yes

exams are finally over.
don't want to know the grades though.
zzz